Hwaymin (:

2009-08-22T21:03:00.005+08:00

moved to live journal to try it out
getting bored of blogger lol

UNCOMFORTABLE -.-

2009-08-17T18:52:00.003+08:00

this is the first time in my life, i'm frightened by a cat !
it happened when i was entering the lift just now at my old house,
to granny house.
i just merely look at it for 2 seconds and it followed me into the lift.
its okay that it follows me into the lift.
the problem is,
it kept brushing against my leg!!
ohmyjesus!
i shouted and tried to go away,
but it kept coming to brush its fur against my leg again & again >
when the lift reach third floor,
i ran inside to my granny house.
the cat daringly enter my granny house through the gate bars!
whathehell
it roams around like its house,
and even went into my granny's room!
and it kept coming towards my leg,
i dunno why !
thank god my mum use a umbrella to chase it out !

ohmygod,
i dont feel good when it brushes its fur against my leg sia !
though that cat looks beautiful with blue eyes,
but i still detest it .

THAT IS SO DAMN ACCURATE AND TRUE

2009-08-12T14:21:00.003+08:00

i'm given a 4 day mc by the doc just for a sore eye -.-
the doctor very cute lo.
ask me not to have direct looking at the computer, tv and light.
i asked " then what can i do "
" just sleep for the next 4 days and rest your eyes , 4 days only "
WTH
4 days ONLY ?!

4 days w/o tv and computer.. do you really think i will abide his instructions lol. a few mins of looking at the computer wont kills de la!
but looks like i gotto use this 4 days to do my revision :\

ugh, i'm feeling so bloody SIAN right now luh !
piang eh !

BAD DOG !

2009-08-08T01:22:00.003+08:00

had fun at J's house today

his dog is still so fierce towards me :/

even tried to bit me!

played mahjong w/o money, luckily

cos i lost several rounds!

ZZZ mozilla firefox is so damn problematic these few days

it even auto closed just now!

tried to restart, but it stil closed down on its own :/

no choice but to get in IE now zz

i wanna watch movie tml !

IN LOVE WITH ORANGE COLOR :D

2009-08-05T20:58:00.003+08:00

i dont wanna be reminded of that incident anymore!

stop reminding me!

5 - day holiday! :D
i get to sleep for all i want,
even 20 hours is possible!
how great!

p/s i'm not really that looking forward to the prom anymore :/

PLEASE JUST SNOW ONCE !

2009-08-03T21:09:00.004+08:00

some photos taken yesterday at grandma house

finally finished F&N coursework part B!
but there's still a part A haven finish :/
life's bored
i wanna hit the club,
i wanna hit the beach,
i wan O level to finish sooooooon!

I WAN A STORMY NIGHT ! but w/o thunder pls

2009-08-02T23:04:00.005+08:00

maybe i should start learning to feel neutral over everything
at least it makes me feels better.
yeah thats the way i shall do it (:

great day at my grandma house today
baby cousin RE came
he' so playful and violent,
just like me when i was young too lols
but he's adorable!
made myself a cup of coffee
cus i'll be staying up till late to do fnn
TSK! gonna die soon from excessive usage of brain cells man!
just cant find the info i need on the net !
who says internet is a good source for info?
i dont think so :\

oh, and i'm looking forward to the Lunar seventh month
LOL
someone promised to bring me somewhere!
how great !

I LOVE STARRY NIGHTS

2009-08-02T03:40:00.002+08:00

- met up with Eden, its been centuries since i last met him
- watched The Hangover and it's DAMN funny!
- rushed through my F&N coursework part B conclusion but stil cant
manage to have a 3 full page one :\
- & i'm feeling damn UNHAPPY right now when i'm supposed
to be feeling great, thanks alot uh

i dont understand why you feel guilty over small things to others,
but not to me when you always pissed me off or disappoint me
i dont understand
i dont feel important to you at all
whatever!
F-U-C-K

NANA

2009-07-26T12:03:00.003+08:00

i was amazed by a Thai Pub last night
wanted to go st james but didnt
ended up at NANA, largest Thai Pub/club
hell lots of Thai women with sexy bods
the dance floor there were insulting lol,
it seems like many bar girl trying to earn extra money from some pervs
the live band there were like, DUH!
the only entertainment last night were just to keep drinking, pool,
and dance within our sofa area with our group of people.
had supper aftermath then back home.

a penny for your thought please

2009-07-24T21:02:00.003+08:00

school today were damn carefree,
had almost half the day with free lessons.
but i stil got so restless during the last period, ss
catch ' Murderer ' after school with classmates.
it's supposed to be a action/thrilling movie,
but we kept laughing throughout the movie lol
nice movie thou (:
went out of hub to feel the warmth,
hanxuan spotted hueiyang
and some of us actually saw him in very amusing behaviors
and started bursting into laughter.
seriously, he's amusing lol.

canceled the movie date with friend later at night,
i need to get myself a nice, 12 hours sleep.

p/s my mind is in a whirl, thanks to you

RANDOM

2009-07-23T21:51:00.003+08:00

did some maths questions jus now
but my brain got stuck
so nt gonna continue anymore lol
and seriously,
fnn jus totally turns me off,
grumble to mum today as she's finally having a break from work.
chatted alot with her,
she listened to my grumblings and complains about fnn
til she fell asleep with her mask on -.-
woke her up to listen to my grumblings again lol
the response i got from her was damn funny
HAHA
i jus love messing aorund with her so much,
cus she wont gets angry ahah!

she was lying on my shoulder and didn realise i took a photo

she wants me to delete it but i didnt :X

look at my DARK CIRCLE, its the same size as my eye -.-

CANT BE EXPLAIN

2009-07-21T19:07:00.002+08:00

first thing that flash through my mind this morning when i woke up
was a dream that left me really speechless
it felt so real, yet so unreal at the same time.
my mind's totally occupied by this weird dream the whole day
each time i thought of it,
my heart had a weird feeling and reaction.
i hate it, it dont feels good.

its easy to stop the mind from thinking,
but it's tough to stop the heart from feeling.

whatever,
i wanna do maths paper now.

KOBE BRYANT !!

2009-07-19T22:29:00.005+08:00

addicted to this drama series, KYLE XY
AND !
Kobe Bryant would be in SG on 22nd!
i wanna take th tics, but th due date's over >'<
god~ i really wanna see him real face man!
ugh, curse tht 3 lucky peeps who get a chance to meet him face to face!
forgive me,
i'm a bitch who hates to see people getting so lucky when i'm not!
LOL

and my back's hurting from this afternoon til now!
god damn th physio,
after so many physio, it stil will hurts like hell !
wtf

KOBE BRYANT ! :D

WALKING ZOMBIE

2009-07-18T21:07:00.003+08:00

* fri when on th bus back home w zoei & co,
theres this cab that caused th bus to brake out of a sudden,
everyone losing balance,
th cab have plate number of 1748,
(translate to chinese= lets die tgt)
LOL go buy 4D ba ahaha! *

this is a tough week for me
there's unhappy things, but,
there's happy things too! :D
thanks to friends, jokers, entertainers around me ahah!
i've been so extremely tired and sleepy this whole week,
mon to fri.
everyday wakes up,
thinking of going back to my bed again zzz
sleeping in th bus on th way to sch,
walking like a zombie
and some lessons also makes me wanna sleep too,
especially physics,
but sometimes some particular voice can
really turn off my sleep bugs so powerfully lols
and english too when we've nth to do but jus listening to teacher talking.
anyw,
had fnn practical again for part B yesterday
experiments.
i suppose it's the longest fnn practical tht made me
stay there for a total of 4 hours!
what th hell

again,
i slept for 12 hours last night
but i stil feel so sleepy and tired :\

nth to blog
lifeless
i wanna hit th clubs >'<

FUN WITH WEBCAM :D

2009-07-12T15:50:00.003+08:00

webcam-ed last night with chushing
ahahs !
i'm bored !
and i haven finish my fnn ><
going out ltr,
looks like i'll have to do it at night zzz

WHAT A 'GREAT' SAT W FNN

2009-07-11T18:42:00.005+08:00

I LOVE IT !
i had slept for continuous of 13 hours! :D
anyw, was asked to catch The Haunting In Connecticut
by JavierTanRuiZhe ahahahah! *inside joke*

there were few parts tht caught me screaming & pulling his shirt
poor him, i bet his sleeve had become loose.
it's a tight fit shirt! aha!
well that show's actually similar to a show, The Haunting,
i used to watch at Discovery channel.
rated 3 stars by th 2 of us.
he doesnt seems scared at all, wth.
are all guys supposed to be brave?
whatever,
wanted to go rounding with him,
but remembering tht i stil have my fnn,
so, damn it, decided to give it a miss.
F
today is a SATURDAY! mind you!
*hypnotising myself not to club tonight*

bathed this lil bitch this morning as she stinks!

AWFUL

2009-07-09T22:22:00.002+08:00

i totally hate these,
F...

& oh yea,
watch yr back boy, you're no longer safe.

GRANT ME MY WISH

2009-07-08T22:10:00.004+08:00

th scenery at Canada are stunning and breathtaking!

physio yesterday wasnt that great
was told tht my muscles stil werent tht strong
and i've gotto do more often of the therapy movements
myself at home
if not,
next check up will be a troublesome one :\
you know, i really hate to do all those physio,
cos i'm very lazy!

zzz
sometimes i thought,
maybe i shouldnt be born?
cus since on th 2nd day of my birth,
i actually had to undergo a minor operation near my heart
and my parents were told tht i've got a weak health ...
i seems to be a troublesome and problematic child, do i ?

whatever~
life are short anyw,
who knows wht happens th next second
so we shall jus live to our fullest
so right now i'm gonna sleeeeeeeep!
all i want for now is jus a nice long 10 hours sleep!
jus grant me this one wish and i'm contented, i swear.

YOU;
jus stop all these nonsensical actions, lies, 'boasting', attention seeking stuffs
you'll only be the subject of our bitchings and entertainments by laughing
and also, by turning us off, feeling disgusted.
jus beg you to leave my friend alone, butt off.
we're both feeling very annoyed and irritated by you.
hope you can really heed my words and butt off,
we'll at least thank you for it, feeling appreciated.

BFF :)

2009-07-07T17:10:00.004+08:00

" A friend is one who knows us, but loves us anyway "

i'm glad i have this lovely one :)
we'll love each other no matter what happens,
& what we turned to.
and even if we're old with grandchildren,
we'll be sitting next to each other,
updating about our daily life incidents,
recounting back th memories we shared,
with laughters and smile on our face

cos,
th moment we turned into best friends,
we're alrd BFF,
with no backing out lols

Publish Post

& our friendship nvr dies :)

ST JAMES PH :D

2009-07-05T05:40:00.007+08:00

caught Transformer and it's damn fcking cool ! love it!

ended my night at St James

went dragonfly first for th chop then down to Power House dance floor

saw many people being carried on their friend's back,

drunkards sio whatever~

it's a blasted night, awesome!

martell and jin & tony were nice but no kick zzz

get to know this two gorgeous ladies, denis & lauren, and david lols

awesome and amazing night to spend !

gonna had breakfast ltr cos i cant get to sleep!

i wanna dance more, nt enough ! lols

alright, gonna stop this gaga-ing

O is coming, gonna study tml if hopefully,

there's no hangover lols

......

...

mind us for our madness and ugly faces lols

hots for Gossip Girls :D

2009-07-03T19:32:00.002+08:00

my fav cast, blake lively & chace crawford, they're hot !

leighton meester & ed westwick & penn badgley

i missed watching Gossip Girls !
i would love it if have a Season 3 for it !

The heart has reasons that reason does not understand

2009-07-03T18:21:00.003+08:00

J told me this,
' better hazard once than always be in fear '

so i did tried that 'once' but, it stil ended up with nth pretty good for me.
so why should i stil try and actually took tht silly phrase for it?

well,
blame on him for the first disappointment and lies, but blame my stupidity for th 2nd, 3rd, continuously ones.

oh fcuk, i dont need anymore of these shit things please!
i hate this hide and seek, mind guessing games, & have no patience for all these.

anyw, i'm not born out to play these silly games, am i?
so i shall jus move on with other beautiful and important things in my life,
& and it would definitely be better than on these.

i'm gonna move on with my life with neither you nor him

BEAUTY

2009-07-01T22:05:00.003+08:00

Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it

i have a pairs of eye tht looks like a dead barbie!
& i hate it!

PHOTOS!

2009-06-30T16:31:00.007+08:00

these are the photos at th wedding dinner last fri :)

i simply love this monkey-liked face man ! lol

my cute cousin, sihui :)

they're so adorable! i dont want them to grow up lol !

Maxie :)

Siyu :)

some were left out as we're all busying eating lol

Holiday Craze

2009-06-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

11 more hours and i'll be in sch then :(
no more waking up in th mid afternoon anymore!
well, nothing to blog much
gonna watch Harper's Island !

TRANSFORMER !

2009-06-28T00:44:00.004+08:00

intended to catch Transformer with Baby today
but all tickets are either sold out or selling fast
even for midnight timings,
we doubt we'll get good seats so we decided to give it a miss
anyw he's gota ferry to Batam to catch at night
ugh, i wanna watch Transformer! damn it!

school's starting real soon, gosh >'<
why didnt they bloody extend th holiday,
when there's over a 100 cases of H1N1 ?

its been decades since i've logged in to my Friendster acc,
saw th message tht you left behind
clicked on yr profile,
viewed yr photos,
noticed a huge change in you,
i felt a surge of remorse and guilt.
wondering did i caused th change in you
remembered tht phone call we had,
i was asking you did i caused th change in you
and you said partly
well, i didn meant for these
thinking back,
you were indeed very good to me,
but i stupidly set my eyes on diff place.
you deserve a nice girl, unlike me
you deserve a good relatiohsip,
i reallyhate to see you in this state,
drugs, alcohols, part of some stupid gangs,
having unstable r/s with many diff girls.
i know you arent like this.
bumped into you today and
i deeply feels tht you're no longer th guy i used to know
where is tht good nice guy who doesnt smokes,
doesnt have tattoos on his legs,
a 24 hour music lover,
wrote songs,
and always having a cute smile on th face with deep dimples?
well, you asked me for my new contact,
so i expect to receive a text from you real soon,
and hopefully i can see th old, real you.
leave me a tag if you see this, alright

what a lovely night

2009-06-27T00:21:00.003+08:00

Jus came back from cousin's wedding dinner
at Holiday Inn
my pathetic toes were in great pain due to excessive walkings done
its sucha lovely night and awesome dishes ahaha !
cousin Guo Xiang and his wife are so super sweet !
photos tml maybe :)

CHILDHOOD

2009-06-24T15:43:00.007+08:00

flipped through th photo albums with mum last night
and these are photos when i was a kid
co cute isnt it ahaha!
i rmb having a botak head cos i once cut my hair using a scissors
and it left a ' hole ' in my hair
so my aunt decided to shave all my hairs ahah
but i'm still very cute!
damn lots of memories came into my mind
and i missed my childhood so much!
mum says tht i was super damn playful and rough when i was a kid
even th only male grandchildren, chushiuan, also lose me
LOL
too much male hormones, cant blame :\

i donno whts wrong with my little finger lol

got a 'balugu' on my head due to my own playfulness

sleepless night

2009-06-23T09:52:00.002+08:00

wow, last night was a tormenting night man. ugh

first time in my 17 years of life, i experienced insomnia!

thanks to that damn power coffee i had a few hours before sleeping :\

went to sleep at 2 plus with eyes stil bright open,

brain stil damn hyper, but mentally thinking of sleeping.

kept tossing around and realised its 3 plus going 4am.

did a stupid thing - counting sheeps in my mind

it doesnt work at all, stupid!

and i'm forced to wake up so early now, to wait for th damn PC man to reformat my PC for me!

i'm so in a bloody f-up mood right now.

2009-06-22T17:59:00.002+08:00

ahahahahas! we decided to chat through th webcam and mic rather than on th phone, can save money lols
gonna meet this babe later for dinner!
met her last night for a drink and as usual, chatted over many things.
and conclusion, i'm quite alike to her bf's character and she's quite alike to my bf's character in many ways LOLS!
had a small tiff with him last night and he totally made me so f-up
anyw, he's always th one to give in to avoid big quarrels.
he say he doenst like quarellings, so he gave in to me everytime i find faults with him
TSK! no backbone lols
whatever..

school's gonna start soon, there goes this short holiday :(

Melissa Hill

2009-06-19T17:50:00.004+08:00

i'm recently so obsessed with Melissa Hill 's books

these are great books to read

finished the ' Wishful Thinking '

currently reading ' Not What You Think ' & ' The Last To Know '

i want more of her books !!

anyw, my pc is stil in hospital,

but will be discharged soon, this weekend, i suppose

good news! :D

but i love this toshiba laptop to th max,

it looks so pretty lols

fnn evaluation, gonna start on it ><

GOSSIPGIRLS, SKINS :))))

2009-06-18T19:32:00.002+08:00

finished watching GossipGirls and Skin

aw, i sure hope there will be a season 3 for GossipGirls!

and i thinks the Freddie in Skin is cute :) lols

went studying with zoei jus now and

manage to finish one set of maths paper

B cant take leave today and i hate it! :\

whatever !

gonna watch my Paris & Milan

and get ready to laugh til my stomach burst ahah!

it doesnt matters anymore

2009-06-16T23:40:00.004+08:00

today was th first fnn practical exam which my foods are

all edible lols

ate hell lots of fruits and i'm full for th day!

i'm seriously not hungry at all when i only had breakfast

and much fruits after th practical

its a miracle ahah!

was supposed to meet B today

but stupidly, he managed to stepped on my tails and spoilt my plan

which got me annoyed and th date is off, you idiot !

anyw, i'm horribly tired

so i guess i'm meeting him this thurs for movie!

i simply love movies!

movies list to go :

drag me to hell

hannah montanna

i love you, man

transformer

movies, movies and movies! :D

celebrated dad's 50th birthday some time last month lols

here are the photos lols

(actually i'm mus finding reasons for uploading photos lols)

i used to hope i know whts on yr mind,

but now, it doesnt matters cos

i dont wish to know anymore

2009-06-15T23:44:00.000+08:00

went to catch this show with zoei today after our fnn thing in school

actually was intending to catch hannah montanna
but due to my very stupidness and carelessness,

we missed th last timing , 4.45 zzz

so we ended up with this show

it was a nice show actually

but th only thing is tht it's a lil over exaggerating for th pursue of th suspect's family lols

and th both of us thinks tht one of th cop inside is quite goodlooking ahha!

this weird feeling

2009-06-06T20:18:00.004+08:00

yoohoo~
life this week was damn tiring

having to wake up so early
when it's alrd th holiday
man.. frustrated
was late more than half an hour on monday
and got a scolding zzz
anwy, have a sudden urge to hit th beach
lie under th scorching sun,
and thats wht i call ' life '

there's piles of holiday assignments for me to finish!
prelim's on th way to me,
O lvl is also following up!
ohmygod,
cant seem to take a breath !
i dont wanna end up cleaning th streets in future man!
ugh~

p/s there's hell lots of photos for me to upload !
p p/s but my com is stil in hell ><

she demand that i put this photo

as she thinks my tongue looks fake & cute LOLS

intolerable, this feeling
& its your fault for this..

great misses

2009-06-02T13:17:00.003+08:00

ughhhh.. i'm currently in school now for my conquer O lessons

its F&N coursework time now

i'm rushing like hell

and i'm fighting against the sleeping bug ><

grab the chance to blog abit lol

anyw, its suppose to be june holiday right now hello...

whatever~~~

will be coming back to school for th next 2 weeks

andandand! my lips bleed ! ><>

ptc last friday was alright, nth much,

jus tht i really need to study more

and improve! gonna mug and mug and mug!

alright gonna back to my coursework soon!

ciaos ~

2009-05-24T01:39:00.001+08:00
off i go to slacking soon!
hot weather ugh, bye peeps!
gonna go and got stared by those bangalas liao!
LOLS in th dark road back home zzz

i will misssssss many many things ~

ITS YOU, AGAIN

2009-05-24T01:09:00.002+08:00

feelin so damn bored recently zzz
at a friend house right now after having our supper lols
so grab th chance to blog while he's bathing lols
damn, i miss my GossipGirls and Skin
i've loaded it in my com yet i cant watch it >

well, i have to say, many things happened recently,
be it happy events, or some unhappy stuffs
andandand! 29th may, i don wanna end up meeting th principal !
my results are a total disaster ugh ~
nvr in my life had i did so badly before
think my mum could throw up blood if she sees my resut slip ..

( i know you will be here at my blog, so please read these, its for you )
ps : stop doing those dumb things or saying those rubbish jus to get me back, its a IMPOSSIBLE
no one will buy yr story, so jus save yr effort, you rubbish loudspeaker. none of yr bollocks
will ever get my attention and response. if you ever thinks tht i'm th sort of stupid girls who
you can toy with like a pet dog, sorry you're so wrong

p/ps: my last recent blog tht was so colourful, was all thanks to catherine ang, and i told her i dont wan it to be so colourful yet she stil made it so colourful lols ><

HI anyone living in this earth

2009-05-22T12:57:00.002+08:00
HEYHEY
people, my com is declared DEAD
therefore, wont be blogging so often. thou i have lots of photos to upload.

and this is CATHERINE, helped her to update her stupid dying blog.
hehe i miss you. muack**

not you, again

brain blockage

2009-05-12T20:19:00.003+08:00
i hate to say this but i really feel like saying that
" i give up liao "
its only mid year anyw,
it wont kills me even if i flunk it
theres stil a prelim anyw, right
zzz

and seriously my flu is really getting on my nerves!
why is this taking so long to recover? its been one whole week! hello, mr flu, you!
feel like slicing through my throat to stop th irritation and bad coughs which caused my brain blockage everytime i'm doing my exam !

looks like i gotto bring 3 packets of tissues to school tml
or maybe one whole box of it ?
lols

and sadly,
you caused me to be more upset,
and idk why

GREATEST LOVE TO ALL TH MOTHERS ! :)

2009-05-11T00:52:00.007+08:00
yey~
my blog is finally so alive with photos
lols
celebrated mother's day for grandma at her house today
ahyi and jiujiu did the cookings ,
shing helped too, and i can see her future man hahas
love th thai toufu so much ~
celebrated ahyi's husband's bday too
' double happiness ' today at grandma house :D

& i baked a brownie for my mum last night :)

am i stil sick >"<
wtf 5 days !

HELLO, MR FLU !

2009-05-09T15:31:00.003+08:00
hello, Mr Flu !
you've been with me for 4 days
and everyday, my condition is getting worser and worser
th cough is making me unable to speak much,
i'm coughing my lungs out mansssssssssssss !
my throat is super pain like it's stab by a knife ><
my fever is coming and going
i cant do anything properly in this condition!
studying too, cant concentrate!
all in my mind is to lie down and rest every min, every sec...
jesus christ !
i'm dying ~
aww.....

i rather die then being so sick please !

S.O.S

2009-05-07T20:16:00.002+08:00

lols
i'm half dead right now
and am turning in soooooooon,
and th time now is only 8pm plus -.-
cant take th ' sick ' anymore
gonna turn in liao
not gonna study F&N
i'm jus not good in studying abt foods,
and it jus cant gets in my brain
provided myself, being in a half dead condition now
& i rather study physics than F&N
lols

goodluck to everyone taking exam! (:

ciaos & goodnights ~

update of photos

2009-05-06T16:46:00.004+08:00

alright, gonna study liao, waste my time blog lols :X
feverish >
i dont wan to be sick !

it takes two hands to clap

2009-05-04T20:55:00.002+08:00
sometimes i wonder,
did you ever spare a thought for me at all or
did you ever think in my shoes or
did you even bother to think abt wht are th consequences i'll face before you do or decide on any decisions tht matters abt me or
do you even care abt wht others think of me, say of me OR
do you ever know me well in th first place at all ...

i f-ing dare to say i know you very well,
i always spare a thought for you,
i always place myself in yr shoes to think,
i'll think twice of th problems you'll face before making some decisions which matters you,
i care alot on how others say of you, or think of you,
i'm being very protective of you

but i seriously thinks tht,
all of the above mentioned,
you didn or mayb very very f-ing seldom will...

over many things,
i didn go and 'ji jiao' so much to you,
i jus give in and shake my head helplessly
thou you frequently land me in some very diff spots,
or some very wrong accusations from people because of you,
i didn get real mad at you, rant or scream or ignore you ..
why.... ?

cus you're my best friend..

did you ever treated me th same way i treated you at th above mentioned?
ask yrself

& i really thinks i'm so dumb and naive
wht people always told me are true,
i'm very naive and dumb
guess wht people?
you're so f-king right abt this fact of me!

i'm attached but i'm available :) /sleepless night

2009-05-01T17:27:00.004+08:00
went TTSH with mum for my bloody appointment which was so long
and after all the xrays thing done,
i'm required to do pysiotherapy for 4 mths !
oh gosh... like wht th hell la ..
aww..
anyw, went shopping with mum aftermath and met up with gfs at night
and something very ridiculous happened tht mades me damn f-furious and even cursed those
'anytime-explosives-bombs ' ><
outside Play, we saw lots of beautiful ' boys '
i nearly thought they were guys !
they should really be a guy since they have th potential lols
and i wanna know fammes~!
they are gorgeous!
chilled at many diff places, one dunno-wht-name-pub for drinking,
i swear fullerton hotel is grand!
blablabla,
waited for time to flies and took the first bus home to amk
had an early breakfast with cat then homesweethome!
well actually brandon's a nice chap thou (:
so flav, dont treat him so mean! >
photos with dunno who but definitely nt with me cus my phone are declared dead lols
so ..
prolly some other day!

& ohyeah! i returned home at 8am and slept til 5pm :)
and i stil thinks i'm tired ..

thats it
no more chances
like wht i wrote in th text
th decision lies in you,
you asshole

th kiasi ones -.-

2009-04-30T12:23:00.003+08:00
CIAOS!
gonna go for my xray appointment ltr !
so i didnt went school today.

anyw, ytd night i swiped th whole of nutc for thermometer but to no avail
so mum suggested rushing to watson
managed to get in before they closed
but th person told me they're alrd sold out ..
rushed to guardian again and i was told th same thing too -.-
walao eh
singaporeans got so kiasi ma?!
mygod...
got so fed up >

ANYW, I GONNA GET MYSELF CHANGED LIAO!
JAA-NA~ :)

studying!

2009-04-26T23:23:00.003+08:00

went studying with zoei at national library yesterday
and we really did studied! lols
dinnered at bugis junction,
then we walked over to haji lane
and we foolishly kept on walking down
towards a dunno where
then we realised we're ' lost '
& decided to walk back to bugis junction there to take bus home
how dumb lols

a photo before going for my supper (:

treasure this last chance i'm gonna give, as it wont happens again..

LIVE TO MY FULLEST (:

2009-04-26T02:15:00.002+08:00
went to had supper with my J jus now! :D
i bet you sure feels very happy tht you finally gets to see me right!
ahahs~
anyw, thanks for th ride thou i once swore not to sit on it ever again :X
&& ohmygod, wht th hell...
J was molested by a china woman please!
th woman's hand was strolling up and down on his arm, offering him massage,
and even say tht her skills are good, sure to satisfy him.
wht th _____ ?!
th most ridiculous thing was tht, i was hooking onto J's arm so tht we would look like a couple,
to avoid some strangers to get near me.
and tht woman stil have th cheek to touch my 'boyfriend' ?!
i was totally stunned by her daring sia.
J replied her by saying: " dont wan dont wan dont want, dont touch me please, i will sure beat you " and shove her hand away.
haa~ act cute sia lols
i actually wanted him to drive pass those streets to take a look at those transexual prostitutes,
but he refused to, claiming tht he dont wanna vomit out his supper >"<
zzz
anyw,
life's short so i must live to my fullest (:

To YOU :
you jus cant be trusted,
& you're nt worth my trust
10th may, your choice to make it either happy ending
or i shall start a new chapter of my life on my own
seriously, i dont need you,
i felt a nothing at all
you claim tht you love me more than i do,
i admit this fact, but prove it please,
with actions taken
30th april, you promised me something
and make sure you really mark your words.

TH SUN CAN KILLS

2009-04-24T23:13:00.002+08:00
ohmygod,
i'm totally stuck in a hot hot weather man
th sun seems as if it can kills or even lit a person on fire please!
global warming sucks, aww..
i jus bath, and now i'm alrd starting to feel hot
gonna turn th air con to th lowest tonight! ><

when mars meet venus,
wht happens ?

late late post

2009-04-24T21:11:00.008+08:00

last friday, 17/4 hit bugis with catherine to get her stuffs
dinner at yoshinoya
then walked around at junction then headed to
th new whatever-it-is-called shopping mall
aaron kwok was having his autograph session over there
and there were filled with tons of people -.-
chilled at coffee bean, then bused back to amk
slacked at th mac near our house to chat
before going home

coffea bean's my love (:
prefer coffea bean rather than starbucks

he has got sexy voice man lols!

18/4, saturday,
went studying with sharon,
but i wasnt really studying thou,
instead, was reading a very nice book,
' BEACH BLONDES '
went bugis again cus she need to get stuffs
for her sis birthday
chilled at JCO
then train back,
saw people we knew on th way back
and as usual, camwhored alot on th way back hahas !
mostly's with her camera

i wanna get this book !
she's studying so seriously lols
squeezed this pimple tht morning before going out,
but it will stil leaves some scars ><

gonna get rid of this scar soon, i swear!

this photo is suppose to be match with th one she took
then you'll see th cool-ness lols

19/4, sunday,
went for my prayers in th aft then head
to grandma house to meet my beloved cousin :D
hahas lols!
forgot wht we did but i rmbed very clearly
tht i was in a total state of craziness
due to my tiredness
and i started taking photos anyhow,
kept tossing around th bed with cousin to disturb her
heh, she should knew wht i'm referring to
anyw, i was really behaving very madly tht day lols!

i seriously hate this huge acne on my face ><

pardon me for my madness aye
i like this photo style :D how cool
actually theres stil many many unglam photos,
but i shall not post it out, cus its really very .... :/

★THE RIGHT TRACK ★

2009-04-13T23:08:00.004+08:00
its been a long time since i did the prayers for sucha long duration - 30 mins :D
it feels quite great
after the prayer,
had a great chat with sis audrey and co
they inspired me with alots of new things i've nvr know
they guided me the several paths i could chose to go
i sure need it so much
its really a very great time chatting with them
audrey sis even did a bowen therapy, which she learnt from an australian, for me,
as she heard abt my injury on th back
can feel those lil small vibrations in some parts of the body
how cool ~
i feels damn relaxed after th therapy !
i really gain alot of inspirations after th chats with them (:

★ GONE FOR GOOD ★

2009-04-12T23:32:00.004+08:00

suddenly felt a great nostalgia for my childhood
th pure innocence,
carefree,
happy life
there wasnt any dark side of things i've met with at all
all i see was th pure, clean side of no matter wht issue or object
i could say,
i was really very happy when i was a child,
i've rarely felt upset or thinks negatively
but
things are all turned upside down right now
as i grew older
i see many unhappiness,
evil sides of human
everything is jus not th same as th past
th happiness i used to have is all gone for good
i dont wanna grow up man
get me a doraemon please someone,
and a real one, i mean

i jus hate being on a emotional roller coaster ride
and those thunder rolling through my life
when there's no one there to weather the storm for me ...

ideal life

2009-04-11T11:23:00.002+08:00

this is how i spent my good friday ;
slept a total of 19 hours from thurs evening 6pm
till friday afternoon 1pm plus,
i'm so ' wow ' lols
went my grandma house for offerings,
chilled with catherine,
drank and chatted somewhere around our house vicinity.
well, life-less
& i'm thinking of closing down this blog for a short period
as my life seems to be getting boring
and i guess i will nt have many outings anymore
as its time to study :/

this is nt th kind of ideal life i'm after ><

open your heart (:

2009-04-06T19:15:00.006+08:00

i hear bad news for me.
i've to forsake my contacts and be stucked with my specs for 1 week ><
totally looking very alike to the chicken little character cus of my round face -.-
had my eng oral today and i really thinks tht i didn do well for it :/ and i'm gonna concentrate on my studies right now as i can hear th warning alarm for me to really be serious on my studies and the bell for th mid year is gonna be heard soon too!

how i wish i can have a doraemon who can helps me settle everything in my life! ><>

p/s doraemon birthday falls on th 3rd september 2112
does tht means tht when th yr 2112 arrives, there will really be a doraemon on earth?
oh man, i'll be lying in th coffin then alrd D: zzzz

no one is infallible;
no one should be an ungrateful cad,
everyone should bear in mind & feel grateful of wht others did for you (:

a needle in th eye?

2009-04-05T16:16:00.002+08:00
damn , i've ' needle eyes '
and it sure looks weird with a small lump at my eyelid :\
and i've to avoid eating heaty stuffs and not touching it even if it's itchy/painful
zzz

my eyes look damn weird ..

short, simple yet effective :DDD

2009-04-02T14:59:00.007+08:00

" short, simple yet effective "
this is wht mr fared came to us & told sencai
after our drama performance!
well, our class drama's a success today !
th feeling was so damn great!
thou we didn really do tht well during th rehearsal,
but who cares..
th actual one was sucha success ahah!
&& it's thanks to everyone of our class for their efforts and help outs
and of cus, not forgetting those teachers tht actually
allow us to use their lessons to rehearse today :)
(so apparently, didn had any lessons today expt for 1st period, chem test.. so good! :XX)
th applauses and laughters of enjoyment heard,
push us to do even better
and we feel so happy upon hearing th applauses! :DDD
went to eat with classmates after our F&N/D&T remedial
walked to hub with linghui & co
then after some walking around,
bused home,
feel so super tired :\
i wanna sleep early tonight!
ciaos~ (:

zoei & jolin - main actress/ dancers, pretty eh ? :D
hanxuan! th child version of th main actor! isnt he cute? :D
he's a good leader and organizer :))
sencai sze ann,teaching afiq th dance steps yesterday during our rehearsal
yesterdat stayed back aft sch til th school bells ring at 7pm , tormenting but it's worth it :)
* someone & someone are so mad abt some-other-one & some-other-one! *( 2 of you should know who i'm talking abt hahas :X )

jealousykills~

HAPPY APRIL FOOL :D

2009-04-01T21:09:00.005+08:00
played a very bad april fool day prank on cat this morning ahahas!
and she really took my words!
well, i feel so proud of my great acting skills lols
but i'm so touched aft reading her blog when she bloged abt it this morning before i told her happy april fool hahas!
HOW CAN I BEAR TO ABANDON YOU WHEN I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DEAR HAHAS! ;)))))))

however i got tricked by my very own dearrrrr friends in school today too!
how horrible is it please, to joke abt this sort of issue ><
sigh, forget it anyw April Fool doesnt come everyday hahas

p/s: this is soooooooo effing trueeeeeeee :X

The Bottom Line
Today it's all going to be black and white. The obvious answer is the right answer.
In Detail
If you have been struggling with making a big decision, you're in luck today -- there will be a lot of obvious signs pointing you in the right direction, and you'll see them early in the day. You can finally turn off your intuitive powers and give up the exhausting exercise of trying to sense things, read between the lines, and debate the pros and cons. Today it's all going to be black and white. The obvious answer will always be the right answer.

*but i stil cant get th right answer for it, thinking for it in process now*

i'm entering it again
DAMNIT!

QUIZZZZZZZ

2009-03-30T23:32:00.003+08:00
tagged by linghui to do this quiz
& i simply jus love doing quiz donno why ahahs

1.Besides your lips, where is the place u like to be kissed?
forehead (:

2.How do u feel when u woke up this morning?
i feel liek going back to sleep -.-

3.who was the last person u took a pic with?
chushing (:

4.would u consider to be spoiled?
99.9 % no

5.would u ever donate blood?
sure! thou i know its hurts :X

6.Do u have a good friends of the opposite sex?
my 24/7 rubbish bin, JAVIER LIM :))))

7.do u want someone dead?
give me a reason why should i ..

8.what are you thinking of right now?
if i go to sleep now, could i get up at 9pm ltr?

9.Do u wish someone was beside u now?
of cus no! it would be scary if it suddenly have! :X

10.when did u go to sleep last night?
12am

11.where did u buy your shirt u r wearing rite now?
tank top from cotton on

12.is someone on your mind right now?
its like .. many???? *o*

13.What are you doing now?
doing this quiz &watching my BBF :D

14. Who was the last person who text you?
idk who is it :X

15.TAGG PeoPLe TO DO QUIZ?

1.chushing

2.linghui

3.sharonfoo

4.zoei

5.jasmin

6.catherine

7.dionis

8.jolin

9.xueqi

10.weiqi

16. Who is number two having a relationship with?
linghui - none

17. Is number three a female/male?
sharonfoo- FEMALE

18. If 7 and 10 gets together, would it be a good thing?
weiqi & dionis - it would be weird

19. What does number 1 studies about?
huh? pardon?

20. Is Number 4 single?
zoei- yeah

21. Say something about number 5.
jasmin- she's full of humurous cells i must say hahas!

22. What do you think about number 3 and number 6?
sharonfoo & catherine- they are people i love (:

23. Describe number 9.
xueqi- pretty and nice!

24. What will you do if number 6 and 7 fight?
catherine & dionis- give them each a hammer and a chopper?

25. Do you like number 8?
jolin- yup, she's a nice person :)

CHERISH

2009-03-30T22:57:00.003+08:00
jus heard of a very terrible thing from a friend
most of us shed tears upon knowing this as its really a very sad thing to happen
suddenly have th urge to hug my parents tight and nvr let go of them,
nvr do things or say words to make them sad.
its really too late when you start regretting why did you do this do tht,
why did you say this, say tht..
its all too late to only know how to cherish them when they're alrd gone
ohmygod, i'm crying again shit !

PLEASE ALL JUS CHERISH YR LOVES ONE
DONT ONLY LEARN TO CHERISH WHEN YOU START REGRETTING AND WHEN THEY'RE ALRD GONE
IT'LL BE TOO LATE

nothing much more you do can bring them back alife to be by yr side.

life is fragile,
learn to cherish,
be a filial child

4 yrs later

2009-03-30T21:49:00.003+08:00

went michelle's 21st brithday at downtown chalet last saturday
and i missed her so much
its been so long we met since i left Whathewants
& i'm so happy tht she acutally stil rmb me (:
saw tricia ther too, chatted and took photos
left at around 10 plus and i reached home at 1am -.-
th longggg journey mades me so tired
mum called me and asked dad to wait for me at th void deck
as my house nearby is very unsafe, full of crimes everytime :\
and i love them alot for their love and care to me :)))
woke up very early th next sunday morning,
with friends and cousin to IMM for their yanyalun lols
btw wuchun is hot!
super good-looking to a maximum please!
thou i only managed to get a few look at him,
but i swear he's very good-looking lols.
went off with cousin back to amk
intended to catch movie, but we cant make it for th timings,
so head back to grandma house for dinner

p/s : grandma fell down on th road last week
and injured her face with a blueblack on th eye :(((((((((((((
why cant ______ helped out with th house chores when
______ stay with them anyw, doesnt even works
and th whole lots of earth time ?? >"<
both grandma and grandpa are old,
and they arent th parents of only _____
they are yours too leh !

FULLY PACKED !

2009-03-27T23:03:00.003+08:00
school this week was alright,
jus tht we've changed clasroom room to th first floor,
& th clasroom is so humid and dusty :\
but, we've turned tht clasroom into a real mess with th drama props & many other sorts of messy stuffs around too :X
F&N lesson this wed was a _______ one,
forget it, who cares anyw :

&& theres a very funny thing tht happened on a particular day, chinese lesson, 4 of us were outside th clasroom lols
we're outside th clasrrom under th shelter, supposedly to do self-revision, and suddenly came a downpour!
guess wht? we resorted to asking our clasmates bringing us umbrellas from th clas when we are jus outside not far more than 1KM ??!
sucha funny & stupid experience lols ahahs !

we were treated like a unwanted students everytime during chinese lesson LOLS!
being chased out of th clas :C

new dajieda - SHARONFOO :DD

lastly, a photo of me & mummy doing mask at home on monday !
nearly burst into laughters after taking this photo, but i cant! :X
cus th mask have tightening effect ! >"<

my mum's face is sucha funny one puh-lease !!! looks like nose-less woman
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!

&& my whole weekend is packed with events
tht i cant sleep for long and rest throughout it><
been getting nt enough sleep !

feel like a ride on a roller coaster~

addiction

2009-03-25T21:08:00.000+08:00
a great show i've been watching since th first season of it had been casted ,
Gossip Girls
i'm madly addicted to this show pleaseeeeee :D

alright gonna sleep sooon,
eyes shutting ..

a lousy feeling

2009-03-24T18:21:00.002+08:00
i walk in easily, yet tough to get out from it ..
&& i'm feeling damn lousy right now,
hate it

you're a sucha fucking nuisance please~
wht are you trying to do?
attract my attention uh?
haaaaa ~ please laaaaaaa
&& please stop it!
irritating!

photos taken at 21/3 & 22/3 *edited photos*

2009-03-23T22:15:00.011+08:00

sunday ; at grandma house (:

my face looks longer here ahahs :X

&& take a look at my cute cousin's comical face ahaasss
featuring BUGS BUNNY ! *does it looks like ?*

wow , thw white eyes sehhhh lols

ahahassssss ! sucha cute girl yea!

she kept asking me to change back to side parting!

so cool isnt it ..

wow, my hair have grown long, great !! :D

additional of shing's face ahasss!

saturday (:

full lots of anehs in th pub -.- wht th hell lols

& i swwear no more long island ice tea in future! >"<
look at her super red face >'<>

lot, stock & barrel pub

&& i'm so glad i'm finally back homeeeeeee! :D

hangover ~

2009-03-22T22:21:00.003+08:00
uhhhh
woke up at 7AM this morning with a very serious hangover !
how ' COOL ' can tht be man .. zzzz
cant get back to sleep at ard 7.20 plus after i ate panadol to ease th pain in my head >"<
damn it,
my drinking is getting lousier i guess?
jus one long island and i cant take it :X
bad case for me, this alcohol lover huh ?
anyw, woke up again at around 1 plus afternoon and th hangover's gone and i'm definitely feeling better :)

anyw, watch paul blart mall cop last night w friends at vivo
well, tht show is so funny,
it makes me laugh throughout th whole show i guess.
a show worth watching i must say!
drove to lot, stock & barrel pub after tht
ordered long island ice tea, a mixture of 5 diff alcohol in it plus coke
but it taste like a cough medicine lols
Z faster drove us back cus we really cannot liao,
& god, please pardon me for doing domething bad in th lift,
as i really cant control it ! :X

*photos next post*

&&itsallbecauseofYOU

2009-03-20T22:50:00.000+08:00
photos from th trip :)

throw it all out of my mind ~

whts life ?

2009-03-19T17:50:00.002+08:00

totally not in mood to do my F&N
th thought of it jus makes me feel like sleeping can killing >'<
SO NO LIFE PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE ~
tsk !

photos time!

2009-03-19T01:58:00.013+08:00
th night before setting off ,
at xiaojiu house
ohmygod see th BIG difference when i'm in primary school & now?!
@$#@$!%&$@#%!^# ........

she's doing her hw and i jus love disturbing her & i donno why lols :X

early in th morning when th birds arent even awake, & i'm alrd right awake on th way to have our breakfast at malaysia lols
a big canon
behind there was my uncle, sitting on a canon acting cute, while my jiu mu taking photo of him lols

had these for lunch zzz totally no appetite, spicy to th extend tht i could blow fire out of my mouth LOLS >'< & this chendol was soooooo sweet tht it taste awful, it had too much of coconut milk on it ><

i guessed this was th only one dish tht i ate as its not tht spicy :\ look how beautiful are th clouds ~ (:

jesussssss , my face looks pale like zombie over here zzz

th horrible hotel room -.-2nd day at KL
th hotel room was sucha beautiful one please ~
smells nice too

using shiuan's psp to online in his room

3rd day breakfast at th hotel cafe
this is th first plate, had a second plate of other food and a bowl of cereals after tht
was so satisfied hahas :X

before going to th 272 stairs cave

this monkey damn pro, he alone ate th whole packet of chees rings tidbits hahas!

see how lonnnnnnggggggggggg th stairs is ?

chill out at secret recipe after all th walkings
shing's cuppucino & my ice macchiato :)
brownies with vanilla ice cream

we're watching th horror movie lols
teaching amber how to use th buttons to type

she's busy chatting online

last day, on th way to th temple
taken in th temple

nice scenary from top :)

thats a cow but xiaojiu insisted tht its a black dog -.-
those dogs are jus so adorable !

these newspapers pasted to use it as curtain, how pathetic :\

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&!

heres a bigger version of my ugly childish photo !
pardon me for posting it hahas lols :X

theres stil some photos more ..

worst trip i've ever been to

2009-03-18T20:41:00.004+08:00
here to blog !
th trip to malaysia th last 4 days wasnt really a great one
we have to keep entertaining ourselves lols :\

first day at malacca:
- th hotel sucks to my toes
- th pillow and th bed stinks to my ass
- theres no hair dryer available to dry our hair
- th breakfast at th hotel wasnt really a nice one
- nth there much to shop
- th nonya foods there was soooo effing spicy and hot! didnt ate much, instead, drank alot due to th spicy-ness!
- more on historical cultural arts
- saw a disturbing scene which happen when we were walking along an alley to th carpark for our car .. a man kicked a rat so hardly like a football to th door gate of a particular shop, & even stepped on th head like stepping on a cigar butt. kicked it and stepped it twice! how fucking cruel pleaseeeeeeee! >"< - luckily stayed at malacca for only 1 day and move on to KL

second day at KL:
- th hotel was a totally diff one from malacca's ' EMPEROR Hotel ' LOLS~
- Radius International Hotel ; th rdelux rooms we're staying in was beautiful and classy! :D
- th breakfast at th hotel was a sumptous and delicious one
- there were hair dryers for us :)
- went Sungeiwang shopping mall to shop but none of us really bought anything :\
- had great meals there
- slept well there too :)

third day at KL:
- went a donno wht cave which requires us to climb a total of 272 stairs !
- many monkeys can be seen there, so cute!
- had our lunch at a dunno where and a spider or dunno wht insect suddenly dropped onto my rice >"< horrible man .....
- went to a dunno wht plaza which is similar to SG's simlim square to get memory cards for cameras, its dirty cheap please
- did last minute shopping back at th Sungeiwang shopping mall before walking back to hotel
- went over shing's room to watch th horror show shown on th tv there tgt
- we had this stupid idea of sleeping tgt, 5 of us, all alrd aged above 13 minumum, squeezing tgt in ONE queen size bed lolols
- jiawen kept fidgeting which caused me and shiuan to be awake >"<
- she then got up of bed and sat at th tail of th bed, and slept in a very PROOOOO position lols
- we asked her to sleep inside she dont wan so me & shiuan occupied th empty space btween us lo, and th 2 of us have more spaces heh :X
- however, didnt really slept well thou ..

4th & th last day at KL:
-woke up with th left side of my neck in a great pain , thanks to our stupid ideas :
- went to a temple which requires us to walk up a verrryyyyy steeeeep slope!
- saw many cute puppies over there
- journey back to SG was a lonngggggg one please.. zzz
- went to our last shopping venue which is to grab some goodies back then set off again
- totally hate being in th car please, cant get to sleep well at all
- felt very irritated by th humpings, vigorous shakings caused by th uneven, rough road!
- reached SG at around 7pm plus & it sure feels so great to be back please!

overall:
- th trip was a soso one :\
- we were all quite feeling fed up due to th scorching sun and th heaty mini bus we're in >'<
- we were like kept waiting for th driver throughout th whole journey :\
- i kept sneezing like nobody's business throughout th whole trip
- my throat hurts so much tht it disturbs my sleeps
- my whole body aches due to th sleeping in many diff weird positions in th car and my back hurts from all th climbings around
- th sun was so hot, th mini bus have no curtains, so jiu mu had an idea of using newspapers to tape it onto th window, smart eh ? hahas
- have a total of 13 mosquitoes bites on my legs ><
- pimples start popping out at our faces ><
- several bombings of th toilets from me, shing and uncle lololols :X

we are all so not going to malacca anymore! aunt suggested of going hongkong for th next trip !
heh ~ it would be nice ~ lols!

youarejusoonmymindeveryminuteeveryseconds~
andicantseemtostopit~

I'M FINALLY BACK HOME!

2009-03-17T20:34:00.000+08:00

i'm baaaccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!
fianlly!
i miss my bed sooooo much please..
these 4 days of trip at malacca & KL,
made us all so tired like a dog LOLS.
my whole body's aching,
and my back keeps hurting due to th many many walking and climbing done >< !
&& i'm sick! my throat hurts so badly,
& i kept sneezing throughout th whole trip
regardless of wht weather
& i got so many ' gifts ' from malaysia
like 13 mosquitoes bites and 2 pimples on my face >"<
alright, i'm very damn tired right now.
gonna bath and sleep and massage my whole body liaos!
do my facial too!
blog more tml :D
&&i'mmissingyoulikemad
manythingovertheremadesmethoughtofyou..
&&ihateit..

DECLARATION OF HOLIDAY! :DDD

2009-03-13T17:27:00.004+08:00
YEAH~!
declaration of holiday ! :D
going on a trip for th next 4 days! :DDD
i get to eat, shop, play til i crazy !
cool ~

finally i get to relax!
school's killing me!
but there are stil super alot homeworks >'<
english, maths, physics and ...........
fnn -.-" (but who cares)
can i finish it ?
idk siaaaaaaa.
cant expect me to bring along and do right???
must be mad please!
aiya wait til i'm back and see how !

anyw, gonna start packing my stuffs and leave for my uncle's house!
have to wake up damn bloody early tml morning! >< (even earlier than school day)

a big big CIAOS! :D
shit!
i cant let myself fall for you please!

WHY

2009-03-12T21:12:00.002+08:00

why sia ..
why would be like tht ..
why is it like tht ..
how come ..
i really wanna know why sia ..
but no one would knows th ans better than myself
but i really also dunno why would i have these mixed feelings towards you
and why are these happening ..
WHY SIA ???
can anyone please help me think of an ans which i would love to hear??
LOLS ..

could tht be love?
i really dont hope so..

escape to pluto ~

2009-03-11T19:50:00.003+08:00

i swear i am verryyyyyyyyyy tired right now!
alright, i admit i'm always tired lols :\
jus when i wanna get myself to really start studying,

i feel so tired and stress >
& i realised,
i am very weak in almost all of th subjects!
lets talk abt it ..
ENGLISH : i am always sleepy during english lesson & i seriously donno why! and i'm alrd starting to worry for my Oral conversation part. i did so horrible for my N lvl one. super horrible! th examiner started asking me things & i actually replied by saying many times of "hm.. eh.. wait ah.. i think .. eh.. sorry .. wait.. "
what th hell -.- ! & N lvl is totally diff with O lvl please! if i'm gonna say these for my O' ,
i'm so sure of flunking it til th toilet bowl ! english this year is so goddamnit difficult please! ><
*p/s : had this 'game' of not allowed to speak english/dialects with sharon & co today && it's totally a torture!*
MATHS: alright, my brain this year is jus not functioning very well and fast therefore i seems to cant catch th things teacher are teaching ! & i'm so gonna have tuition for maths! maths used to be one of my forte but now ... ... ... zzz
SCIENCE: chemistry is stil alright, if i study for it, i am sure i can do it. but NOT FOR PHYSICS!

physics is jus like an alien subject to me please! >BUT i jus donno wht th hell it is all about ! i really really really donno wht to do for physics please. & physics + chemistry is combine. so even if i did well for chemistry, but my physics pulled it down, my science is stil E8 ! idiot please! >"<

COMBINED HUMANS: ok this is stil alright.. cus these can be studied and remembered. thats why my result for this term, i was mystified by my combined humans getting th best of B3 among all of my other grades of diff subjects ! LOLS

th worst, F&N: please leh .. we almost everyday go home at a timing of 4, 5 plus. & after such a long hour in school, draining all th brain cells, functioning our brain for such a longggg hour, when we got back home, sure will be super tired and how could we possibly stil have th energy for it, and once again draining our brain cells, thinking and thinking for th coursework?! >"<

ZZZ & i really feel like giving up hopes on F&N thou its quite an easy subject for us to score lols but th coursework thing is driving me mad !

alright! done with my grumbling session ! but is seriously still have a very lousy feeling and it totally spoils my mood .. so many things in my mind .. this thing, that thing, those things.. so many many many thingsssss .................. my mind is so gonna explode to pluto lol !

WOW! SUCHA LONGLONG POST MAN! LOLS !

まさか寂しくならなくますか。..

FEAR

2009-03-10T22:48:00.003+08:00

out of a sudden
my mind flashed back those scary moments
and i actually would stil have fear for it
i thought i could alrd walk out of it entirely
as its alrd been 2 years !
i could openly talked abt it to friends alrd
so i should be not having any more fear for it, isnt it..

well.. looks like,
th fear for it would forever be there ..

& i feel like crying so miserably

hate this kind of lousy feeling ..

my random school life

2009-03-10T19:54:00.006+08:00

school yesterday was a fast and short day
had 3 continuous of free periods then recess
and 2 subjects after recess and its th end of th school day
so shiok can lols
however, today was a longggg day
many diff subjects, and theres achievers
& today i'm late! > ALOT TO TH BUS DRIVER ! I APPRECIATE IT SO MUCH FOR HIS LATE TIMING! ><
well i guessed many of th passengers were also fed up while waiting, same as me. lols
as their faces showed it all when th bus was like FINALLY arrive zzz
and th thought of having to do my school service aft school made me felt more fed up on th way
zzz

and oh yeah , saw a condom outside th school toilet today with a few clasmates lols!
we were like looking at it and discussing some stuffs on it
but th main point is..
who on earth would bring sucha thingthangthong to school please?! LOLS

well, me and zoei started drewing during th history lesson lols
have a look at our products baaaaaa ~

colorful isnt it? hah zoei drew it :D
reminds me of candies man LOLS

[[ 1 PARTICULAR ISSUE ]]

forgot when was it :

i was waiting for bus with friend back home & saw this woman

she approaches us for money but we turned her down
then she changed and approached many other peoples there at th bus stop
and she total got hold of 9 dollars -.-

was in th same bus 88 with her too

one damn super funny is tht she even asked th bus driver for money :X

LOLS

how ... is tht man

whatever people jus beware of this particular lady/woman here if you sees her in future lols

EBAY

2009-03-08T15:34:00.002+08:00

went marina with cousin ytd
while walking, accidentally saw a taiwan dance teacher da mu lao shi lols
woo ~ how lucky
he is a dance teacher of show luo anyw, thts why he's here in SG
cat and zhiwei came in th evening
dinner-ed, then head for th ebay thingthangthong as my cousin have 2 free tickets for it
ohmymama please , th HK actor, lin feng is so damn cool please ! ><
and of cus not forgetting SHOW LUO !! from th moment he came out from th red carpet on a motorbike,
whole of th audiences stand up and started shoutings wht th hell
anyw, get to hear th aska yang's live singing and his singing is goddamn nice !
shi xin hui too lols
ih yeah and not forgetting derrick ho :D
but i was quite calm and bored ytd throughout cus none of the people are my idols zzz
but now! SHOW LUO is my idol !
cus he's good ! HAHAS!

&& friday, acc act to his autograph session at eastpoint, a very super bird place lols
got to see him in a very near view as she got th first 100 position tickets lols
aiya anyw, in conclusion,
he is jus so goddamnit handsome please hahas

and here goes a series of UNGLAM STUPID PHOTOS !

&& i swear its really super ugly to th core ! :X

&& lastly, a nice one :)

it announces a FULL STOP

2009-03-08T01:47:00.002+08:00

here goes a BIG FULL STOP for all these nonsense
thou i'm stil partly unhappy with those posts,
but what can i do? nth
cus in th fact, things are alrd resolved privately
and th truths are always beyond of what we are looking at
so i jus hope people wont judge things by looking at th surface yea

*side issue*
thou these are all over,
but i've learnt to put on a mask,
not to trust so much in no matter who,
not to give out whole hear in no matter what,
be wiser and not so naive and stupid anymore ( thats wht my mother told me zzz ) ( i'm not naive lo >< )
and that this world/reality is actually double more scary than wht i think >*godblessme*

alright off to sleep
btw, jus came back from a wht ebay thingthangthong
&! i swear SHOWLUOZHIXIANG IS GODDAMN HANDSOME TO TH CORE PLEASE >update more abt it tml or monday
upper and lower eyelashes combining tgt soon ..
ciaos

am i really tht stupid and naive?

well.. i'm thinking ..

SPPECHLESS

2009-03-07T01:10:00.003+08:00

kudos to yr brilliant in influencing others to stand on th same line as you
you are indeed smart
and i really thinks tht you .. 厉害 ...

please dont put a false font of th 'victim-appearance' when you are th one hurting me first,
in th back somemore !
and misusing others to believe your great acting skills!
forget it,
th heaven have eyes please and they're eyes are HUGE
so beware of wht you're having in yr mind
as they can see ..

i wont do th same as you did to me as i believe in retribution
thats all

wil be back again soon my tagboard

2009-03-05T20:39:00.003+08:00

yeap my tagboard is gone!
it'd vanished!
LOLS
i accidentall remove it and i donno how to put it back ! ><
thats why !
well nvm,
jus do away with it for a period of time before
i manage to put it back ba
hahas lols!
anything wanna say,
jus say it at msn to me ba everyone :D

whatever post you call it ..

2009-03-05T19:41:00.002+08:00

feel like bloggin

but donno what to write

lols

jus feel like saying something and typing it out

but donno how to put it in words

lols

ahh~

forget it

ny head's spinning like hell

my house seems to be spinning ><

zzz

everyone can change

and do things tht you cant predict ..

jus get used to it

and eventually you will grow up,

learning new things in yr life ..

RUN AWAY

2009-03-03T17:10:00.004+08:00

well
my mood for this few days are so down
tired of some stuffs going on
tired of saying anything much more
tired of thinking
sick and fear of that environment which makes me nauseous
jus wanna run away from it

off to my lala land ~
jana !

i'm trying my best not to turn from comrade to combat with you

hope you are too

i'll be strong & survive on ~

2009-03-01T14:51:00.005+08:00

yesterday finally went out w shing :D
hahas went bugis walk walk then went JCO to rest awhile
met cat and zhiwei
and he drove us to cine then to ps to watch movie, marley & me
he went to buy th tickets w/o telling us after parking his car lols
but he walked super fast yesterday like rushing plane like tht lols :
but he's a good guy !
he drove shing back home at bedok reservoir then drove us back again at amk !
how good can he be please
and he even did 'something' quite bitchy at th cinema theatre hahs
kudos to his cheeky smartness hahas
& ytd !
i fell down and landed on th back at bugis outside th toilet!
embarrasing man >.<
& i swear i was totally blank out for tht 3 seconds before standing up zzz
luckily is upper side of th back and not wher my pain is ><
& nearly fell down AGAIN at th cinema when going off >&& nearly trip and fell AGAINNNN on th way to th car at th parking lots >what th hell >"<

i love you la! had a great talk with you :)

& i think my bangs look awful like egyptians -.-

so i wanna make it to center parting lols

i've just nth to talk to you

and i donno why there seems to be a

barrier between us

and it seems to me tht you are

disliking me

but you deny when i ask

please jus talk to me abt it like before

whenever we had comflicts

cus right now

there jus seems to be no

trust between us

alright , off to do my english hw !

ciaos ~

2009-02-23T19:29:00.000+08:00

jus came back from facial lols
relaxing and great sia hahas
anyw, here to update more photos from weiqi and linghui's cam on saturday :)

th guys were so engrossed in their PSP so we decided to camwhore lols

jiansheng super attention catching sia hahas

i forgot who took this photo but i rmb i was trying to avoid th camera lols

what are they so engross in ~

they're watching the soccer match of chelsea against forget who lols

whats wrong with him ?? LOLS

psp-ing lols

guys do camwhore too hahas

afiq super act cool sia lols !

alright off to study history ~

ciaos ~

i shouldnt have felt this way

NO~

21/2 @ marina

2009-02-22T01:05:00.012+08:00

well let the photos do the talking ba
lazy lols

while waiting for th rest , we'ew camwhoring

any idea whts this hand sign lols

playing pool

playing bowling

he's super pro can lols

dinner at seoul garden

he does mostly of th cookings for us hahas

& i wonder why do it have this effect lols

zoei sa this is so cool lols

me and zoei bought this when we were walking ard and bought it

its a friendship band

but in this photo, we're lacking of zoei's leg lols

more photos coming on the way

alright out to do my stuffs

ciaos ~

HAPPY BDAY TO TH 2 TANS :D

2009-02-22T01:05:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANLINGHUI & TANJUNHAO :DD

alright, shall blog tml when i'm free

as i'm really super duper tired to th maximum

and my legs are super 'sour' too ><

anyw, today's great (:

1 photo first :

tadaa~

what's wrong with me man ~

what am i thinking of~

why do i have these kind of feelings inside

when i see th 2 of you tgt..

no,

my guessings is impossible

it cant be ...

xoxo :)

goodnights !

grossing inner gossips >
2009-02-20T16:48:00.004+08:00

why?
wht th eff ?
ohmygod?
oh~
zzz
can only thought of these to describe my deep hearted reactions
upon knowing some very super duper unexpected and ohymgod stuffs
its really jus so OHMYGOD
thou i know its normal,
but i rally cant imagine th person with th actions in my mind
>
its jus so ohmygod lols

idiot ><

2009-02-19T19:47:00.003+08:00

had been feeling so super duper tired recently

having nt enough sleep is really so irritating ><

worst still, today's lesson esp physics,

was simply like a battle against th sleeping bugs !

LOLS

even more worst! after school theres stil physics remedial -.-

have to stay back after school for 2 more hours everyday for AP ><

wht th EFF please ~

its alrd so tiring during school lesson

after dismissal stil have AP to attend to

zzz >"<

alright

i wanna go cry and sleep liao
LOLS!

6 hours of sleep everyday is not enough for me~! ><

once bitten, twice shy

2009-02-14T22:42:00.006+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES TO ALL COUPLES ! :D

spend my V with 2 person
zoei & A
did some stuffs with zoei in th morning and aft,
gossips alot? some luh hahas
more of those deep confessions and heart to heart talk hahas lols!
met A in th evening and he's such a spoiler man idiot -.-
so busy stil dare to ask me out LOLS
anyw, he wanna make up on another day LOLS
BUT another day wont be th same! idiot!

should i?

should i give it a try?

or should i not?

dont do things tht i will regret?

2009? good/bad?

2009-02-08T00:18:00.004+08:00

* updates *

had reunion dinner at grandma house last sunday,

a sumptous one hahas .

my body's have not been behaving well recently ><

and this result in my tiredness,

having no energy to study

so restless, no motivation

feel like givin up,

but th thought of many other factors i've to consider,

what can i do

life have to goes on,

i cant runaway like some turtle :\

kambeteh !
LOLOLS

photos last sunday

there's jus no motivation, happiness, enjoyment this year

i've been feeling so lifeless

2009?

a good/bad year for me?

SO MUCH TO DO, so little time

2009-02-02T21:15:00.001+08:00

AH!!
MYMAMAMIA~!
i seriously need to de-stress right now
by venting all my frustration here lols
was reminded of th 2 tests tml
physics & eng compo ><
i totally forgot abt it ..
my eng ws is not yet complete,
F&N should be able to make it for this wed sumission
but i stil feel very STRESS UP!
@$@^!&^#&*(@#*@%
hope i wont ki siao coping these yr's assignment and th exam stress
LOLOLS !
HU~
jiayou jiayou everyone lols

LISTEN TO THE BEATS OF MY HEART

2009-02-01T00:45:00.003+08:00

its 12am plus tight now and i'm munching on th ' love letters '
lololols
jus cant stop my itchy tongue ;X
stayed home all day
because of my F&N coursework TA
zzz -.-
anyw, i'm stuck halfway,
so forget it
i've donno used up how many millions of brain cells jus for it
& i haven done my english compre >
urgh !
looks like i gonna bring it over to grandma house tml and rush :\

well, jus some random photos taken during fri maths lesson
zoei and hanxuan were massaging for us!
and i swear hanxuan really have th potential in it hahas :D
used pens, calculator's cover, zoei's pencil case,
but that hands of his were the most power one hahas

alright gonna say goodnight and tuck myself in !

goodnights & xoxo :)

please jus say that i'm a loner cus i enjoys being alone,

doing my own stuffs without any disturbance

lols

TO EAT, IS A BLESS >x<

2009-01-30T23:37:00.006+08:00

went orchard today to settle some work stuffs
went great world then taka
&&! damn it, had a heavy rain ! and my sandals and feet were soaked with rainwater! ><>x<

the SUPER big jar of sugarcane, super heavy lolsshe today keep slapping my arm lo >< id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297113061306772770" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EDFXuJm9U8Q/SYMgQ5JFrSI/AAAAAAAAETA/aeo2qoW84zQ/s400/PUNCH.jpg" border="0"> >//<

this underpass is soo long & scary sia ><

but its a very nice place to camwhore lols

she asked me to do this auntie pose with her -.-

WOO~HOO~ ! >v<

THE LONG PATH TO GO

2009-01-28T21:59:00.005+08:00

went to watch The Wedding Game jus now with cat
th show was alright worth watching lo lols
chatted at void deck with her and walk home (:

photos taken today & th kbox on monday (: