nw dn i realise .. i do nt noe wt i wn rite nw... feel very empty inside dnno why .. aimless life .. suddenly .. the goals , dreams which i look forward to , jas seems so far away t me almost sayin byebye t me .. wat xactly do i wn rite nw . i may say tt rite nw , i jas wan t reali study hard for my nxt yr n nxt nxt yr which is de crucial point of my youth ! but aft tt ?? every mornin whn i brush my teeth , bath , i will look intu d mirror n asked myself .. : " tdae , i'm here for wat reasons ? mus i reali go do it ? dn i will remind myself of my goals n dreams . i like bathing actuali . sometimes whn i'm moody , i will go bath dnn care whether i jas bath or nt .. lol .. cas .. only whn bathing .. i can recall of d goals n dreams i wn ..n if i'm feelin unhappy over something .. bathing .. dn de water flows on my face , head n entire body .. evry single drops seems are like wakin me up , makin me ' zhen zuo qi lai ' . so my hse d utility bill so ex is becas i waste water . hahas . lol .. i realise a person mus hav a goals in her life or that person will be living her life very emptily ..

ong hway min !! jus be urself ! dnn bother wat others say ! u happy jiu hao .. but ! u happy , oso dn make til others ard you unhappy ! u happy , evry one ard you mus be happy tu ! stick t ur principles whn doin things !! or lighting will struck you ! JAS SMILE N SLEEP IT OFF ! :))