sometimes i jas wnna close my ears , my eyes n treat it as i dnno anything at all . but de realistic facts jas keep enterin my brain somehow.. people living in dis world are jas so scary n disgustin tt it mades me reali feel like shuttin up tight my ears n eyes in order nt t pollute them . jas learn t smile n sleep it of. dis is wat i told myself everytime i met wit any setbacks . setbacks can be many types of. of frenship , relationship , family bonding or jas d entire whole of realistic society? saw thru so many of real humanic sides which are jas so fugly evil. pity d world. pity d humans. yea .. competition can helps a a person grows but it oso can lead a person shows his or her real face. do nt ever judge a book by its cover . i like dis word . but oso .. dis word makes me feel scared of d society. how i feel like goin back t whn i'm jas a small kid . so pure , innocent n dnno anything abt hw scary n evil a human can be . but i believes .. wat comes around goes around . how d way u treat people, they will treat u back d way too . n its wat u deserves. 人心险恶, 人心难测. ghost aren't scary . instead , human livings are more scarier. u do nt noe if dere;s any body bhind ur back , doin alot n preparin t harm u .. n de person close t u , might b d one hu's a ' twin effect peep' hu's tryin t kay her hand on u someday. jas wnna say t ting, tiffany , amber , sharon , linghui n long : "realli reali love you all lots ! other then my family , all of you are de ones tt i can only trust! yeahs hahas :DD "

others nt say i dnn trust .. oso trust but t b honest , i will oso hv a layer pf protection net coverin myself whn facing u all . cas i dn wnna get hurt by d ones whom i think wnt hurt me n trust them de peeps anymore.

n i finaly realise hw SELFISH humans can be! dere was dis old lady , obvious tt she has some difficulties in movin .. dn dere's dis couple.. young couple sommore aged like 20 plus . young people should be full of compassion isn it ??! i was buyin things at d mama shop dn i saw dis old lady tripped d small stairs rite infron of d couple who were jas sittin infron of d old lady at d chair . they cud jas stand up , giggling n busy flirtin wit each other , dn walk away . tt old lady even siad t them t asked them for help !! hey ! cnt u jas help tt old lady up u 2 fugly disgusted peeps ?! i was puttin my money back t d wallet dn i saw dis scenario . fcuk i hav difficulties in puttin my money back t d wallet properly so i jas anyhw squueze it in dn go help tt old lady up . i turned t look at d cuople , they din even bother t turned ard ! treatin d old lady like invisible . nt as if shes a ghost n i sway sway saw til they nbr saw til her eh .. those bastard child . their mother nbr teach them all these SHOULD HAVE d basic things arh ??! PISSED OFF ! chee *** ! dntt old lady thks me n said :' hw pai sim ( bad hearted ) tt couple are ah .. asked them for help dun bother me . ' dn she keep on sayin bad hearted bad hearted dis word . dn i acc her t wait for her son in law t drive here t fetch her . her son in law came dn tt old lady told him d whole thing n he thks me fer it dn i went back home. while waitin fer d lift n in d lift , i kept thinkin of d scenario jas nw which i saw . cnt imagine dere's dis peeps in s'pore lo! omfg .. they will hv their retribution ! for sure !
i mean hey , people out dere , everyone will turned old whn d times come . n onw day whn u're old n weak , fell but nobody cares n help u up , wat will u feel ?? u're old n weak n like a nuisance which no one bothers at all ! put urself in other shoe la hor ! esp tt couple ! dnnoe hw t think n respect n care fer d elderly issit ???! jas go wash ur fcuking butt , slap it hard dn lick it ! fugly ugly peeps !

dis time round , i jas cnt close my eyes n ears . nt t say , smile n sleep it off . cas its reali tu untolerate ! i guess if dere's any ghost or lets say , spirits , nearby who oso sa dis scene , would wnna help tt old lady up ! so t all ' those ' livings .. arent u ashame of urself ?