to CATHERINE .. ( by chance if u jas passed by t read dis )

de reason why i decided t put out ur name its becas i realli had enough with you .. gave u so many chances til i see myself as an idiot or retarded .. ask ur conscience .. how i treat you .. n de way u treat me back ... aren't u ashame of urself .. i dnt hate u cas i hate hatin people as it wud only make my life worse.. de money i dnt wn ler .. jas treat it as i give u ler .. .. n if u rather choose t be lidat dn we shall be only hi bye fren .. n i shall frm nw on , despise you .. cas u''re jas too much .. hello .. i dnt deserve it u noe .. i dnt own u anything .. becas of ur bf , i lend u money which i noe once i lend u , i shall hav no more money in my wallet anymore .. but i still lend u cas i trust u .. BUT u jas misplaced my trust .. i reali dnno hw t trust u anymore .. once , twice , thrice n evn more .... u say t return but i see no sincere at all ! it makes me onli understand one thing ... n tt is .. u're jas so fake n i've had it ! its off my limits ler lady .. i might be dumb or retarded or anything but even a retarded will have things which they jas cnt stand n off their limits .. i realli hate t say all dis cas i noe i say all dis wud only make me appears like a unreasonable bad gal .. or some bitch .. but .. it reali pissed me off .. so i've no choice but t say it all out loud ... or one day i shall go mad !
hw i treat u n de way u treat me back ??? i dnt deserve it u noe ! i owe u nth but u owe me too much ! let's jas be hi bye frens , lidat i will at least be more happy n comfortable ..

honestly .. u made me feel disgusted by all d human beings .. some people are jas so fake n evil .. like de bastard child .. i've seen thru all de AWFUL sides of humans .. honestly .. i'm starting t get annoyed by humans beings .. n i dnno hu can i trust .. hu can i relie on .. n hu can i listen t .. (excludin my family n those 6 whom i wrote ytd) i rather be an alien than a human being .. aliens are innocent objects .. nt like de human beings .. i dislike it ..

dis few days i'm jas so depressed n moody .. feel like cryin.. hate it .. mayb cas ah yue is visitin me soon.. or mayb nt .. de reason mayb oso jas becas of d fake n ugly humans beings ..
so people .. meant no offence .. u think d same d way as me , dn its gd .. if u think i'm jas crappin .. dn dnt bother t read it n jas close dis site .