today's mood in sch was in a completely roller coaster. morning time i was soo nt feeling well den aft tht at ss period went toilet to wash my face den i was refreshed up. aft recess, went 4A for chinese lesson but chan ka teck didn came in donno why. so all of us did our own stuffs. due to some stuffs , my mood frm the roller coaster highest point zoomed down to the lowest point jus in few seconds. i kept telling myself not to be bothered abt it but it seems tht inside my heart , i minds alot. one's heart will never tell lies, it tells only the truth facts ur're feeling. many stuffs kept running thru my brain, occupyin all my thoughts. had no idea wht ms lesa was talking abt at tht time. well,mayb part of some i did listened ba.

is history repeating??
some stuffs today made me kept thinking if dis question.
i did ask u to help me buy it jus because i oso donno why.
i didn wanted to drink it actually.
so what did i spend tht 1 dollar for?
jus to get a chance to talk to you?
or get a chance to have a close look at you?
or jus to find a opportunity to get near you?
i seriously donno.
left it in clas at first so i went back clas to get it. i donno why was i so anxious of.
issit because i'm thirsty? or issit jus because of you?
found it and went back 4A clasrm
was thinking tht luckily its not gone missing.
but left it under the desk and didn took it with me.
i've really nth to say but had a kinda weird feeling inside.
saw 'her' enjoying so much with you and i had a kind of undescribe-able feel inside.
mayb i'm envious of her or wht but i jus donno. had a kinda weird feeling towards her.
there's always something which i dont wish for her to noe abt my thoughts for you.
i really had no idea what i'm thinking and whats the ending for me.
i dont think there'll be an clear ending for me ba.
i oso dont wish to noe.
i'm sooo contradicting tht i dont even noe wht the hell i wants.