nth could able to describe how i feel right now.
i donno wht to say..
i donno how to start..
i donno wher to start..


i can only say..

today 'courage' came knocking on my door and gave me courage to step out of th door for th first big important step..
den it went back..
den "nervous and anticipation" came to me ..
den in th very end..
sadness and confusion came to me and ends my day..
but. i sti haven reach my destination..
i'm stil halfway on th road to my destination.. and i'm stucked. i donno how should i carry on walking th path to it anymore.
mayb even bfore i reach my destination, i've been banned frm goin to th destination le..
lols.