our shared memories

i always regret stuffs which i've done only after doing it.
if only i didn say those words,
if only i've been more tolerant,
if only i could trust you more,
mayb now, we're stil tgt as close as before
well, actually, i've long forgiven you and i even regret making tht decision
do you know there were many times when i really feel like telling you in face tht i've forgiven you and smile to you when i sees you and hope we could be like before?
actually, after telling you those decisions i made, i actually knew you werent those people who are untrustful.
but i just donno how to face you..
thinking back of th memories we spent tgt, i'll stil smile to myself and tell myself: " those days were really so happy with you "
i really really missed those days having you around with me running all around places.
infact, i dont hate you, i missed you ..
i truly like you very very much :)
well, i just wanna tell you so much tht..
i've long forgiven you and i miss you so much that i really feel like smiling to you whenever i see you.. but i dont have th courage after i've said those harsh words and making that decision to you..

if you find it awkward facing me, its alright i understand
but i'm really very glad to know you and have you in part of my memories
no matter those memories were bitter or sweet, its stil our shared memories (:



can we get back to what we were like before?