yesterday went to collect th money for bbq with zoei at amk hub
zzz some of them jolly made us waited for super long then appear jus right before th 2 of us were preparing to enter th train to orchard -.-
aftermath went far east with zoei
bought a one piece long tee at chiu wee's shop
then bus home to rest awhile bofore going out again to celebrate advance birthday with family :D
went to eat steamboat
and we were all super full to th maximum !
anyw, thanks sis for treating ! :)
mummy bought a korean drama series hahas she is so in love with korean drama series ! HAA!
mum immd wanna watch th 不良笑花 upon reaching home lols
nice show :D

youknowyouloveme,

XOXO :)

and i actually foolishly thought i'm completely over you

it was only until yesterday did i realise, i'm stupidly stil not over you at all !

and i really find myself so fucking stupid, foolish and silly !

why am i stil holding on to this feeling to you when you dont even give a damn,

dont even take one look at me when i'm jus in front of you ?!

am i so detestable to you tht you dont even wanna have one look at me?

and why on earth would i actually feel nervous when i know you are coming over?

darn me! >"<

i really feel myself like a stupid idiot, pathetic fool ! why cant i just be over you completely?!

why dont i have th courage to speak to you ?! coward !

why would i stil feel uneasy and nervous ?

why would yr appearance make my heartbeat skips so in a disorderly manner?

and why would i stil feel an ache in th heart when seeing your backview slowly disappear in th crowd?

ok, i'm just so useless and stupid >"<

fuck you!