countdown to 2009 ! :D
new year , new resolution !

*sigh*
i also dunno why but i jus feel like sighing lols
probably suddenly have too much of thoughts and mixed feelings
how should i say year 2008 is ?
um ,
gained alot new experiences be it for aristocrats with people , personal wellcare, and even for th very complicating BGR
so i can say its a fruitful year aye haha
& i realised from sec 1 til now,
almost every year, it seems like i would definitely have to go through a turning point of growing up stages
and th every incidents tht happpened every year from sec 1 to now,
really did changed myself alot and made me realised alot

sigh, i'm only 16 and my thinkings are alrd like an old naggy hag with L-O-T-S of things tht teenagers sure hate to hear from parents lols
once again, SIGH , why?
idk ..
mayb its due to th kind of environment i'm living in
and th many many realistic sides of this world and ugly sides of human i've seen
tht causes me to have alrd encountered 2/3 of my whole life when i've only lived for 16 yrs
it all jus came way to fast for me to get use and follow th fast footsteps
sigh, ok enough of sighsighsigh
ladyluck wont like it lols

anyw,
this year,
thers actually red, pink, black, blue, green, purple, orange, grey and white or even brown colours in it for me.
every diff colour represent diff meaning for it.
in th beginning ,
everything seems so fine and went smoothly
however,
soon to th ending,
something happened
i knew it!
there wouldnt possibly have things going smoothly for one whole year
but one thing i must say honestly,
th thing tht happened made me realise alot too and gained something too
so
can i call it a blessing in disguise?
i somehow sacrificed what i used to treasure, cherish, protect and love it very much,
to gained new learnings in my life.

wow,
i've alrd said so much lols
see, i told you,
i'm like a naggy old hag now
damn it
alright,
overall conclusion,
i've let go of everything and
right now i'm feeling so glad, refreshed and care/stress free :)

wht aaron said:
learn to let go & use yr binocular to see everything in many diff views and you'll realise th truths for it *sounds chim huh*
like usual, i've spent quite long understanding it

p/s : you seems like those very proficient monks or taoist who've stayed in th temple, chanting th sutra for a very long time thats why you've had so much of 人生大道理 lolololols
hello MONK AARON :D


alright,
lets countdown to 2009 people !
:D