i really hates crying

esp a big cry
it makes my eye turn so damn swollen and red ><

this time i really cant stop myself from crying

all th tears and emotions jus rush up so sudden

Like a mega explode of emotions and tears

this is th result of pressing down all emotions in th heart,

not letting it to burst out

so, when it no longer can be pressed down anymore,

it results in a mega exploive outburst of tears which caused my eye to be soooo swollen

despite much crying,

i stil feel so lousy and depress inside thou,

i'm trying my best to salvage this situation,

are you guys trying too?

i truly hope so ,

thou it seems like you guys dont bother to salvage it

i dont wanna be so unhappy about it anymore,

i hate th feeling of being unhappy!
and crying!

FUCK !

i wanna spend my new year HAPPILY !
CHEEBONG!