escape to pluto ~

i swear i am verryyyyyyyyyy tired right now!

alright, i admit i'm always tired lols :\

jus when i wanna get myself to really start studying,

i feel so tired and stress >

& i realised,

i am very weak in almost all of th subjects!

lets talk abt it ..

ENGLISH : i am always sleepy during english lesson & i seriously donno why! and i'm alrd starting to worry for my Oral conversation part. i did so horrible for my N lvl one. super horrible! th examiner started asking me things & i actually replied by saying many times of "hm.. eh.. wait ah.. i think .. eh.. sorry .. wait.. "

what th hell -.- ! & N lvl is totally diff with O lvl please! if i'm gonna say these for my O' ,

i'm so sure of flunking it til th toilet bowl ! english this year is so goddamnit difficult please! ><

*p/s : had this 'game' of not allowed to speak english/dialects with sharon & co today && it's totally a torture!*

MATHS: alright, my brain this year is jus not functioning very well and fast therefore i seems to cant catch th things teacher are teaching ! & i'm so gonna have tuition for maths! maths used to be one of my forte but now ... ... ... zzz

SCIENCE: chemistry is stil alright, if i study for it, i am sure i can do it. but NOT FOR PHYSICS!

physics is jus like an alien subject to me please! >BUT i jus donno wht th hell it is all about ! i really really really donno wht to do for physics please. & physics + chemistry is combine. so even if i did well for chemistry, but my physics pulled it down, my science is stil E8 ! idiot please! >"<

COMBINED HUMANS: ok this is stil alright.. cus these can be studied and remembered. thats why my result for this term, i was mystified by my combined humans getting th best of B3 among all of my other grades of diff subjects ! LOLS

th worst, F&N: please leh .. we almost everyday go home at a timing of 4, 5 plus. & after such a long hour in school, draining all th brain cells, functioning our brain for such a longggg hour, when we got back home, sure will be super tired and how could we possibly stil have th energy for it, and once again draining our brain cells, thinking and thinking for th coursework?! >"<

ZZZ & i really feel like giving up hopes on F&N thou its quite an easy subject for us to score lols but th coursework thing is driving me mad !

alright! done with my grumbling session ! but is seriously still have a very lousy feeling and it totally spoils my mood .. so many things in my mind .. this thing, that thing, those things.. so many many many thingsssss .................. my mind is so gonna explode to pluto lol !

WOW! SUCHA LONGLONG POST MAN! LOLS !

まさか寂しくならなくますか。..