went sch buy books jus nw with linghui . it suddenly rains and we're stuck in sch . so we sitted dwn and waited n chatted . finally de rain seems to be smaller and we walked to de market and get her lunch . den wnna cab home but no cabs . idiot . i waited for damn long but to no avail . so fed up can . somemore i carryin a big bag of books and those cruel cab drivers jus jolly well shake their ugly hands to me declining me . arseholes . urgh! thts de cruelty ! my hair is all wet . my inside is all oso wet . my undies, my bras .. wht de shyt luh ! fed up can ! those drivers jus so mean ! i decided to call for cab but dn hur , de person kept askin me to hold while they sent to a customer servicer . craps luh . waste my money call and wait like an idiot yea . i'm smart ok . why for waste money call and still have to give them xtra money for it . anyw i'm soo freezing cold can .. feel myself gnna have a fever soon . urgh . hate myself for being so weak !

happened to glance thru sijing blog . i'm so horribly fed up can and a lil' bit disappointed . she says me out to be like a very selfish pple . how coud she ! her bdae , at first val oso dnno go wher celebrate , wht surprise to give her . so i was at hme , thinking of wht surprise to give her . i fri nite was messaging with val to discuss abt it . dn sat i msged all de others to ask them make themselve free on sunday for sijing bdae . & i even tot of a surprise to give her . but tht day , unluckily i cnt go ler so i saked de others to still give her de surprise i said . but dnno they gt anot luh . i'm nt asking for any ' gong lao ' here . jus to tell u tht if u dnno wht others did for u , dn don say any hurtful and stupid comments on others . if we were reali nt able to make it , u cnt possibly force pple to go de muh . hey come on . we're all frens rite . frens bdae , of cas we will wnna celebrate for them de muh . wht for we give stupid reasons to excuse ourself for frens bdae rite .

* sigh * my mood' so bad rite nw can . feel like strangling de baby or eat it up can . lol .