PMS ~ a shyt day

having my PMS le. woked up damn early cus meeting linghui for a breakfast but she overslept. i was so restless today in sch and i donno why. my mood was in a totally blank de fu~ was thinking of lots of stuffs. thinking of de hurtful words i've said to jaren ytd.. thinking of.. 'his' stuffs.. like usual, my eyes kept turning over to look at him. okays someone pls tell me i'm a fugly bitch pls. cus i admit.. i tried to attract his attentions today but guessed, to no avail ba. lols. okays i'm a bitch here i admit. and u guys may oso call me a slut or any others and i wont mind for dis. cus me myself thinks dis way of myself too. jus a word from him can decides my day. and it sure affected my whole of afternoon to be like a roller coaster. de rains screwed up mood too. its like wht the fcuk? rainin when my mood is cloudy?? worsen up my mood to be full of lightnings and thunders and even volcanoes eruptions. wht am i supposed to thanks the god for huh? " thanks for raining my dear god! i simply jus love it when my phone drops 3 times a day and droped de last time on a fcuking wet floor! and thanks for de rain drops to fall on me and de irky muds to get on my leg! and to get my books wet cus i jus hate books! " ?????????? okays if its so, a big thank you to you den! for ending my day with a " happy-ending" !