YOU made me a FOOL

i simply jus cant stop my eyes frm turning to look at you
i simply jus cant stop myself frm thinking of you
why ?
why ?
you once entered into my circle world,
and left for a time being, and i thought i could be able to stop you for entering my world.
but, once again, upon seeing you, i cant..
you, again, entered my world..
lololololololololols!!!!!
tht day when we were with her at mac, lots of mixed feelings rushed into me. i'm hiding something, hiding my mixed feelings and jealousy. i forced myself to smile for those conversations and chattings. i kept hypnotising myself tht it aint possible for you to enter my world and heart, again. but, u did !
cus of you, things seems to be complicated here and between me and jaren's guan xi. i thought he would be the one i treasured most, cherished most, missed most and he's jus the one! BUT, things doesnt seems the same way anymore! and i hurted him!!!!!! he's the last one i would wanna hurt in de world! and now, i've hurted him soo badly and even said hurtful words to him!
for dis moment, i felt myself behaving like a fcuking bitch!! hurt the one who i treasured most jus for a guy i once fell in love with. and yet my mind's still cant seems to stop thinking of YOU!
pls! someone pls slap me hardly on my face ! tell me! jaren's den the one i like .. isnt it .. seroiusly.. idk

AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tortured can !!!!!!!!!!!!!!


someone, someone, pls! pls pls pls help me!!!!!!!!