farewell ~

i felt as if a part of my life is missing ..
its all gone
the feeling is sooo unbearable ))))))))))):
well, it may be telling me too that
i should get on with my life even without it
life has to go on no matter what
all these are just pieces of th life and memories



but
but
but
but
but
but
but
but
but
but
..............












i just feel so unhappy, sad and unbearable..













why do happy things and people around me have to be gone from my life?
i just wanna be happy thats all
why do they have to deprive me of things and people tht would make me happy?
i really totally hate bidding farewell DDD:


this feeling just sucks so much~