today had a really great heart to heart talk with GFs
and today was special as we finally can have heart to heart talk with you (:
in other words, i just simply love you guys! :D

i really hate myself for not being able to fully forget you. i feel myself so useless. and i actually thought i can do it.

indeed i did half-success in doing it,

i could normally flip through th pages with yr big names,

w/o having a lil bit of infactuations.

i could act normally even with you around my side

i really thought i could successfully forget you

but though i have fully pour out th feelings out of my heart,

there's stil some residue left which is hidden inside

and this made my heart aches whenever i heard stuffs of you and her

its just so random

you just pop out in my brain out of a sudden

my heart aches and i cant explain th reason for it.

these all made me realised

that i'm stil not over you