★ GONE FOR GOOD ★

suddenly felt a great nostalgia for my childhood

th pure innocence,

carefree,

happy life

there wasnt any dark side of things i've met with at all

all i see was th pure, clean side of no matter wht issue or object

i could say,

i was really very happy when i was a child,

i've rarely felt upset or thinks negatively

but

things are all turned upside down right now

as i grew older

i see many unhappiness,

evil sides of human

everything is jus not th same as th past

th happiness i used to have is all gone for good

i dont wanna grow up man

get me a doraemon please someone,

and a real one, i mean

i jus hate being on a emotional roller coaster ride

and those thunder rolling through my life

when there's no one there to weather the storm for me ...